Showing posts with label Lord. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Lord. Show all posts

Friday, January 03, 2014

What Shall Happen This New Year

Mawnin' Loverlies! I came across a cute link-up on a blog called Simply Alli. I decided to join in the fun. It is a New Years link- up but that was only two days ago, so why not? :)

A bad habit I’m going to break: I have been working on this already, but the bad habit is Stop thinking negative. It is very hard, especially when i get depressed or dealing with my anxiety. But It will better me in the long run, if I can learn to control it.

A new skill I’d like to learn: I would like to learn to paint/draw better.

A person I hope to be more like: I can't think of a person I hope to be more like. But I would like to be stronger in the Lord and be more positive. I think i'm a pretty cool person, so I will just stay myself. But become a better version of myself.

A good deed I’m going to do:  As I stated in my last post about positive words. I am going to try to say positive/encouraging words to strangers I see. It is going to be hard. With anxiety a lot of times I don't want to talk to folks. lol I get kinda scared. oops.

A place I’d like to visit: I would like to visit my biological grandmother. So I can meet her and get to know more about her and our ancestors. I would also like to meet my two half sisters. Just hard for me because of gas money and they live far away. It is very hard for me to be away from my house for a long period of time.

A book I’d like to read: I would love to read all of  The Iron King series by Julie Kagawa.

A letter I’m going to write: I want to remember to write little notes to my husband more often, to encourage him. :)

A new food I’d like to try: When it comes to food, I am very picky. There isn't much I really would want to try. I would love to find a place that made homemade Ramen. Also I never wanted to try Lamb, but maybe i'm missing out. Maybe I should try Lamb? I just love the cute little sheep dangit!!

I’m going to do better at: Everything!! :D Ta Ta For Now!!

A picture of snow I took last year!! :) With some added scripture of course. ;)

Friday, November 15, 2013

Oh My Feelings!!

Evening Loverlies!! Today has been kind of a poopsy feeling day I will admit. Could be my womanly stuff that happens every month or just my major depression I have. Ya never know these things, ya know. I have felt so discouraged to blog much this week. Quite irritated about it I may add. ARGH!! lol. I see all these loverly bloggers out there that have lives. Ya know children, places, and events they get to go too. For me it's just, try your best to get outside to do anything. I try though, the best I can. Even if it is going to Wal-mart. lol I always read don't compare yourself to others. I am doing my best not too. I just see how care free they look in their pictures and how it just looks so easy to find places and items to blog about. I would love to get to that area in my life, where I am not freakin' out in a store on verge of an anxiety attack.

I'm hopeing someday I will get there though. :) Faith is hard to have sometimes. As long as you try to make effort, that is what counts right? I do enjoy my blog and blogging. I feel it gives me something meaningful that I am putting effort to. You know like something to feel I have a purpose for. That is a good thing, Something productive you feel you have a purpose for in your life. Yet again I remind myself I just need to have faith.

Proverbs 3:5 - Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding

There we go, that's what I need to remember. Already feeling a little bit better to be honest. lol Hope y'all don't mind me spilling my guts a bit. But there you go. You are welcome. *curtseys*

I am curious if any of y'all understand what I'm talking about? Leave me a loverly comment below if you like. ;) I will also leave y'all with a picture of my beautiful boy kitties. (I've posted this before, but I can't get enough of this picture!!) Ta Ta For Now!