Enchanted Excurse

Mawnin' Loverlies! This is just a small post today! I wanted to share with y'all a gift I sent a friend of mine, but I had to wait until he received it first. I Did not want to spoil his surprise, lol. I went online and found some cute kawaii cupcakes and sushi to draw from. Sometimes when I am first drawing something, I draw better by looking at an example. I also purchased from Blippo a cute neko plushie charm. Blippo has a lot of cute kawaii items for a very decent price. It did take them almost two months to send it, but I'm assuming that is because I ordered it at the end of December and it is from a different country. I even emailed them about my item, because I was worried about it, and the customer service Representative that emailed me back was very nice and helpful. I enjoy looking at all their items on their store site, I wish I could buy it all! What is your favorite Kawaii store? Have a Blessed Day!

Afternoon Loverlies! I am so excited! My hubby and I are going to go after he gets off work and look at this fitness center. I am so ready to start exercising and getting healthy. I just pray I can stick with it and that I can do it. I have been sketching random things lately, just whatever comes to my mind.  I recently purchased some sketching pencils from Walmart, and they seem to work pretty decent.  These pencils are Daler Rowney brand and they come with a dvd that teaches you how to use them. I learned the hard way that a regular pencil sharpener will not work to sharpen these pencils. I had to use my colored pencils sharpener. Thought I would share them with y'all today. Have a Blessed Day!

Mawnin' Loverlies! I still haven't read the final Divergent series book. I need to get focused and read again, but I just lose focus very easily for some odd reason. lol I wanted to share what I came across today, The Insurgent teaser trailer! I am so excited and I am so ready for this to come out. I will say I'm not digging the way Triss's hair is styled, oh well, as long as the movie is as good as the book. I am sad about how the vampire academy doesn't seem like there will be more movies for that book, even though books were awesome to read. Alright enough rambling and on to sharing the TRAILER! Have a Blessed Day!

Afternoon Loverlies! I decided to write about a falling out I had with a good friend. It still hurts because I miss her. I thought writing this might help. It doesn't help when you still have a friend that will bring her up to you. Also some sites don't seem to have block, Oh well, I just feel haunted I guess.

Ella, Ella and I have a falling out twice now, we had a strong friendship I thought nothing would pull us down. We were so close we could finish each other sentences almost. We are both musically talented, we always loved singing together. Always sang together to brighten our moods, when our moods were wilted. We both loved Christmas immensely. Christmas makes the world seem bright when the world is a dull, damp, cloud. It still makes me happy, but just not like how it was. We would play Christmas music year round. We also had our virtual world we played in, we would decorate it for Christmas year round with our cute virtual house we had. You can do anything in this virtual world, so why not make it happy. Our happy getaway. To help each other with depression and anxieties we faced in real life. It is always best to have a woman friend you can chat and discuss subjects with. I think God would want at least one woman friend for every woman in the world. It just helps.

Ella was a close friend it seemed like she was my twin. It seemed like we were split from birth to be honest. We met through another person on the virtual game accusing me of being Ella. It was a silly, funny way to meet. An odd way to meet. I thought I was blessed when we met, I thought I met a friend for life. Sadly an older power brought negative moods upon her. This older power was miserable itself. It covered my friend with storm clouds. There is only so many negative moods and thoughts a person can be given. Only so many they can have thrown upon on them until they share it with the closest loved one near them. She tried opening an umbrella to protect herself from the storms, but that didn't last long. Soon she was drowning me with these negative thoughts. Even to the point my friend made me feel bad about myself. Made me feel even more drowning in depression then what my own brain was attacking me with. She turned a bit mean even, all because the older power had more control over her. Twice we had a falling out. I gave her two chances and each time the negative overpowered her. So what was I to do? As I said, there is only so many times you can handle and attempt to deal or ignore the negative clouds, Then they become storms. Sometimes opening an umbrella to protect yourself from the storms isn't enough. Sometimes you just have to break free and find a different shelter.

It hurts because I do miss our fun times together, I miss my friend. I hate that I'm not strong enough to handle her negative clouds. I understand it's hard for her to handle her older power of negative. Sometimes you just have to think for your own self, and for your own mental health. Sometimes you just have to let that friend go. Hopefully you are able to find something just as close to that friendship. I also hope she is able to find the same thing. Apparently some friends were just not meant to be.

Ta Ta For Now!