Enchanted Excurse

Mawnin' Loverlies! This is just a small post today! I wanted to share with y'all a gift I sent a friend of mine, but I had to wait until he received it first. I Did not want to spoil his surprise, lol. I went online and found some cute kawaii cupcakes and sushi to draw from. Sometimes when I am first drawing something, I draw better by looking at an example. I also purchased from Blippo a cute neko plushie charm. Blippo has a lot of cute kawaii items for a very decent price. It did take them almost two months to send it, but I'm assuming that is because I ordered it at the end of December and it is from a different country. I even emailed them about my item, because I was worried about it, and the customer service Representative that emailed me back was very nice and helpful. I enjoy looking at all their items on their store site, I wish I could buy it all! What is your favorite Kawaii store? Have a Blessed Day!

Hey There Loverlies! I just wanted to share some art with y'all today! My friend (sissy) Missy drew a chibi drawing of me and mailed it to me around my birthday. I love this little drawing it's so cute! She even included my monster hat that I actually have in real life. I am ready for cold weather, because I do want to wear it in public. lol I do not care if folks think it is a bit, not my age, I am going to wear what makes me happy. Since Missy was so generous at sending me a drawing, I decided to draw her. I seriously cannot draw realistic people. My drawings come out looking like dolls, but that's okay. As I said in my last post LOVING ART, anything can be art, It just depends on the person viewing it. Because what I view as art someone else may view it as not being art. I also decided to put mine and missys' drawing in the Waterlogue app. I was curious what it would look like and I love it! This app is so beautiful! :) It is worth buying it for $2.99. I will put a button at the bottom of this post that will take you to this app. Really all I have to gab about today.  I hope your day is going well! Have a blessed day!

Left: I Finally got the picture Missy drew for me framed!

Right: Her drawing put through the Waterlogue app

 Left: The drawing I did of Missy

Right: Her drawing put through the Waterlogue app

Mawnin' Loverlies! Halloween is this month!! So I decided to ask my grand friend Missy (who I call my Sissy), to take my photo from the "Spooky Eyes" blog post and photoshop it a bit. I love what she did to the picture! She took the photoshopped the contacts, eye makeup, brow liner, lip liner, hair, and changed the color of my lips. She does an awesome job in the photoshop world, if only I could use photoshop like a professional. I probably wouldn't leave the house that much. (oh wait I don't do that anyways..) I decided to take the picture and mess around with some filters on it, but I can't decide if I like it any better then the original she did. The only thing I do like better it gets the background darkened a little bit. I will show you both. 

The downfall is Facebook doesn't allow me to put the whole picture as my profile picture, which makes me frustrated. You can't see my kitty ears! lol I love the kitty headband, because it is the first headband that has actually stayed in place on my head. I purchased it at Spirit Halloween for about 8 bucks, if I remember right. This Halloween store had some scary props that you could use in a haunted house. These props were life size figures that have a sensor button you can tape to the floor. Once you step on that button they started moving, and some of them would jump at you. lol My favorite costumes they have are the cute monster costumes and unicorn costumes. They have a lot to choose from! Maybe someday I will be invited to a Halloween party and I can dress up. Of course, with my anxiety pills in my system. lol Crowds and me don't mix well. I will post the costumes I saw that I loved, so you can see how cute they are! Have a Blessed Day!

Now the cute costumes!! I would wear these year round. Yes.

Here are a few options, but they have more! I so need these costumes. lol

Afternoon Loverlies! Well late afternoon... 

I was having a rough day today to be honest, ya know those pesky anxieties. They will get ya and when they do, they really get ya. :P Luckily my day got brighter when I grabbed the mail! I found a card from one of my Gaybies! I met these few friends on second life sometime last year, well one of them I've known since 2010 I believe. I like to call them my Gaybies, it's a fun word, right? lol I find making friends with men who like the same sex, easier. I have found they don't hit on woman, ;) which is a good thing for this married woman. Right?!? Well I think so, I just don't want to have to worry about guy friends flirting with me, etc. Because it is very uncomfortable and I love my husband dearly.

I am very grateful for these friends of mine, they have been very welcoming and don't mind my weirdness. We all talk about everyday even, which helps when my hubby is off doing school work or working at his job. Everyone needs friends to keep them company! Even though it may be on a call through skype, that is better then nothing at all. I am thankful I have them in my life! They are my family! Well the exciting news is the gift I got from Jayla, that's my nickname for him, his real name is Johnathon. I find it fun giving nicknames to my gaybies, keeps life exciting eh? He sent me this pretty glittery hallmark card with marilyn monroe on the front of it. It had the sweetest little note in it! ok, now for the exciting gift I received! I don't know if any of y'all watch Rupaul's Drag Race, well I do. I find it fun, funny, and interesting. Well this last season was won by Bianca Del Rey, I love him because he is honest and will tell you like it is, but he is also nice and helped the other contestants throughout the competition. Therefore, He deserved to win every bit of this competition! I so want to meet him! Anyways, that was my gift! It is a signed picture of Bianca Del Rey! My poor hubby didn't know what I was doing, he was like are you laughing or crying? I was like everything I am so excited Jayla sent me this autographed picture! I could talk about it for days, over and over and over again. But I won't, I shall spare y'all. lol Thank You JAYLA!!! Have A Blessed Day!

Afternoon Loverlies! I decided to write about a falling out I had with a good friend. It still hurts because I miss her. I thought writing this might help. It doesn't help when you still have a friend that will bring her up to you. Also some sites don't seem to have block, Oh well, I just feel haunted I guess.

Ella, Ella and I have a falling out twice now, we had a strong friendship I thought nothing would pull us down. We were so close we could finish each other sentences almost. We are both musically talented, we always loved singing together. Always sang together to brighten our moods, when our moods were wilted. We both loved Christmas immensely. Christmas makes the world seem bright when the world is a dull, damp, cloud. It still makes me happy, but just not like how it was. We would play Christmas music year round. We also had our virtual world we played in, we would decorate it for Christmas year round with our cute virtual house we had. You can do anything in this virtual world, so why not make it happy. Our happy getaway. To help each other with depression and anxieties we faced in real life. It is always best to have a woman friend you can chat and discuss subjects with. I think God would want at least one woman friend for every woman in the world. It just helps.

Ella was a close friend it seemed like she was my twin. It seemed like we were split from birth to be honest. We met through another person on the virtual game accusing me of being Ella. It was a silly, funny way to meet. An odd way to meet. I thought I was blessed when we met, I thought I met a friend for life. Sadly an older power brought negative moods upon her. This older power was miserable itself. It covered my friend with storm clouds. There is only so many negative moods and thoughts a person can be given. Only so many they can have thrown upon on them until they share it with the closest loved one near them. She tried opening an umbrella to protect herself from the storms, but that didn't last long. Soon she was drowning me with these negative thoughts. Even to the point my friend made me feel bad about myself. Made me feel even more drowning in depression then what my own brain was attacking me with. She turned a bit mean even, all because the older power had more control over her. Twice we had a falling out. I gave her two chances and each time the negative overpowered her. So what was I to do? As I said, there is only so many times you can handle and attempt to deal or ignore the negative clouds, Then they become storms. Sometimes opening an umbrella to protect yourself from the storms isn't enough. Sometimes you just have to break free and find a different shelter.

It hurts because I do miss our fun times together, I miss my friend. I hate that I'm not strong enough to handle her negative clouds. I understand it's hard for her to handle her older power of negative. Sometimes you just have to think for your own self, and for your own mental health. Sometimes you just have to let that friend go. Hopefully you are able to find something just as close to that friendship. I also hope she is able to find the same thing. Apparently some friends were just not meant to be.

Ta Ta For Now!